omg. SO TIRED. I painted sets for 5 freakin' hours today for production class. But my hard work was noticed >3< The juniors made me temporary paint head today for 3 hours after they left They didn't know it, but they made my day. H (herlich, the drama teacher) noticed too and patted me on the back and gave me 15 extra minutes for my production hours (actually, that's a pretty big deal.) But I also feel unloved because Friday, I was able to stay until 3:30 if H needed me. And so (after circling the school TWICE to find her.) She told me to ask the junior and senior crew heads if they needed help. So I stuck my head inside only to be told by Walker who I thought was nice that I didn't have to come in that day and they had practice and I should go before my bus left. So I left. JERK. WALKER YOU CRUSHED MY SELF ESTEEM THAT DAY MAY YOU ROT IN HECK!!! But anyway, So today I told Walker I liked his hat and he just kind of gave me that are-you-really-thinking-you-deserve-to-talk-to-me? face. So I just thought "Screw you Walker. I'm just trying to be nice." And I tried not to let it bug me. But I got to talk to Josh for most of the day so who cares? ^^ Not me Oh, and speaking of Josh. He made me feel very weak today. It took me and 3 other girls to lift this backdrop we had to paint. and Josh needed to bring it back in. He carried it with ONE ARM like it was nothing. TT^TT But anywho. I just found out only about an hour ago that, oh. WOODINVILLE IS DOING 4 FREAKING SHOWS (including Drama Fest) We have the fall show: 'moon over Buffalo' then Drama Fest, the we have a WINTER show! We're doing 'Our Town' and then we don't find out the Spring Musical until, like, Christmas. So that means I get to memorize 4 monolauges! yay! not. I hate memorizing monolaouges. You have to pick the right one, this about interpritation, memorazation, all that jazz. and it's for one audition. *sigh* I'm whining a lot in this journal aren't I? I'm sorry. But i'm looking through this monolaouge book and they all SUCK. But H says in drama we'll learn monolouges that we can use for Drama Fest auditions. So yeah, between auditions, productions, crew crap and all, I'm basically going to have NO FRIGGIN' SOCIAL LIFE. oh wait, I didn't really have one to begin with.... Well, if your still reading thanks for listening to me complain!
xoxo
Hatsue-Akatsuki

P.S. Thanks for the lovely drawings ^^ When I saw them I emitted the most horrifying squee, it was the sound you imagine if you step on a hampster.

P.S.S. I've also gotten into writing a lot of songs for musicals lately, if anyone can recognize notes by ear, and can write them down, please let me know!!